okok I admit I'm just lazy to blog, but dun worry I'll blog about it soon. As for now, the reason why I'm here blogging is because I'm really unhappy with the Singapore society. Like what I told Ai that day, I really wonder: "for whom are we defending this nation for.".
Well, I booked out just now with my duffel bag, its super bulky. And I've decided to take the MRT home because I don't really see any other alternatives. And my journey from Joo koon to Punggol started. At Joo Koon, Jon & I wanted to take the lift cos of our bag but my oh my, it's crowded with those working people. Gosh! What has the world become? People carrying briefcases take the lift while those carrying big black heavy bulky duffel bag climb up the STAIRS!!? Joo Koon was really packed because of office hours, or should I say that everywhere is packed!! From Joo Koon already I had no place to sit, so I basically sit on my bag. And I alighted at Outram Park. To my disgust, the same thing happened again at the lift!!? People basically just rush into it and you know, occupy it. So I waited for the next one.
Then the north east line. When I reach the train door area and wait. There was only 3 other people waiting. Then the train arrived and suddenly there was this whole group of people flooding infront of me. Like what the heck, they squeezed me to the back, and obviously blocking the door for other people that are exiting. I mean, whats up with waiting a few sec for those poeple to come out? It's really a shame that we have to be reminded of stupid basic courtesy stuffs like that ( the PCK thingy) and also standing by the left of the escalator.
And as usual, no more seats. And what is so frustrating is those people also didnt move in all the way, so I had to 'park' my duffel bag at the metal pole in the middle. And people started to give me those stares like "hey, dun park that big bag there, hard to walk la". But HELLO?! do I have a freaking choice? Then at those subsequent stations, people are like "excuse me" and I'm like, how do I do it? The whole train is packed already what, so what they expect me to do? Float my bag?
It's really sad that our society has turned into this kind of selfish and 'kiasu' place. seriously, we are not 'Kiasu' people need to change this mindset in order to STOP BEHAVING LIKE THAT!
#When the train door opens, STAND BY THE SIDE and let people EXIT first la! #When you see someone in need of the elevator more than you do, STEP OUT of the lift la! #When you see there is a large no of people waiting for the train, and when it arrives, MOVE IN la!
During my "vacation" lol, I'll be missing my 32nd months anniversay with my dearest girlfriend, and also my dearest mother's day!
Well, what to do? There's nothing I can do, so wish me all the best in my training lol, and hope that the 3 weeks will fly and I'll come back really soon!~
Alright people, I apologize for not blogging so long lol. But I actually doubt that I have anyone reading this blog at all except for my dearest girlfriend.
Well, I'm now here to blog before I actually embark on my trip to Thailand later for operation CRESCENDO. In case anyone reading here doesn't know about it, I'll be flying off to Thailand @ 1955h on 23rd April (that's like later..) and only coming back on 17th MAY @ 0015h. Yes yes, I'm going there for training despite the situations over there, and yes, for 3 long weeks, with a burning air temperature of 38 - 40 degs over there!! (I'm so gonna be fried.)
Ok that's the background of the story...
I'm kinda trying to recover from the shock that time really whizz past so fast! It almost felt like last week when we were talking about the Thailand trip being so far away and suddenly [WHAM!], there you go, flying off later. Pack your duffle bags, stuffing it up to the max, jumping on them so that you can actually zip up with thousands of stuffs inside (like the helmet, LPV, Fieldpack, 2 pair of boots & EVERYTHING ELSE!)
After the Grandslam 2 (fieldcamp) last week, I kinda like felt better as the course comes closer to an end. Therefore I'm not exactly worried about this trip except that it's really a long period, and I've never been so far away from home for this long.. And also I am putting everything else behind my head about the training and stuffs until I reach there, all that I'm thinking now is that did I miss bringing anything?, how am I gonna stay connected to my love ones in Singapore? (but luckily I subscribed the pay-2-roam already, heh).
AND, one more freaking thing I'm kinda worried... The stupid HEAT over there. For most people that know me, I really dislike being under hot climate & it actually heats up my temperament as well. So I hope that there is a chance of it not being so hot & really a trip for us to enjoy and have fun.
I am now so looking forward to the day that we'll be taking the return flight because after that a few more days and we'll POP loh! Passing out as 3rd sergeants, but I'll be sad, not because of the place, but the people, the bonds and memories we've created and shared...
Anyway, dear friends, please continue to pray for me - for journey mercy, against malaria, against dehydration, against injuries, against severe insects & snake bites, against all illness & diseases, and for good weather and climate =).
Here we come operation CRESCENDO!~
Thanks, God bless those reading this. Have a blessed year ahead & cya all in 3 weeks time. =)
this whole week I had section firing on Monday, 10km trial run (within 60mins) on Tuesday, SOC test (under 10mins) on Wednesday, 10km Test (within 60mins) on Thursday, and shooting competition on Friday.
My legs are like kinda cui ( spoilt) already after the run since last week + this week. Some how or rather I am using like my ankle and calf to run. Because I never felt any strain in my thigh muscles. And yes, as mentioned in Ai's Blog, my shin hurts after the runs.
Starting is left shin hurting, but ytd I ran is start with both shin hurting. But I managed to survive the run with the pain. All thanks to motivation from God and Johnson & Jonathan (my 2 good friend that ran with me). Supposingly to complete within 60mins but the 3 of us did it in 50mins, quite slow because the fastest is 35mins? But at least we improved since the trial run on Tuesday (54min++).
Alright, and also people out there if you have any problems that you need help with, please feel free to visit p-ush.blogspot.com and you can post down your problems and there'll be people praying over it for you! What a great deal!
I'm also gonna list my prayer request here besides p-ush.blogspot.com,
Well, as mentioned, I have 2 hurting shin and I'm taking my IPPT on the coming Monday. So please pray for healing and recovery of my shin that I can obtain at least sliver for my IPPT.
And recently I observed that my defecation is kinda like redish/pinkish looking, I am like thinking whether if it is blood or not and am kinda worried that its signs of colorectal/colon cancer. So please please pray for me.
First post in march. Oh yeah how time flies, to think I'm like 2 weeks in Charlie coy already. Ok la, so far so good, although out of 5 days we had to 4 days we had to do 21 basic exercises every morning and 3 - 4km run depending on performance.
And and last week we ran a total of 21km in 3 days because of some endurance training where we had to run 6km, 7km, 8km on 3 separate days and timing to meet is 36mins, 42mins, 48mins respectively. I ran 33, 40, 42. I hope for the 10km test i can run below 60mins.
And i've change my own perspective towards ASLC already, I know its gonna be tough la, but I believe with the support of my Ai & also the people around me, I should be able to endure through the course. And also I am determine to get my 3SG rank and not OOC out as a CPL.
12 weeks left before I pass out, and around 6 - 7 weeks before I head out for thailand for 3 weeks training. Kinda excited yet at the same time sian because I dislike outfields and also I heard that theres a 4 days 3 night uncontrolled navex in thailand where you have to walk a total dist of approx 100km up north. And whats more the temp there should be 40+ in the day and 20+ in the night. Awesome climate, lol.
Overall, I am doing quite good now la. As long as I endure and put in effort and train hard, I should have no problems at all physically. But what pulls me is always the mental, haha.
Okie, I guess im turning into bed liao, super super tired.
Gd night guys!~
Oh, and all the best to Lawrence who is going to India for training on monday. Jiayou bro!
How nice it was when we ended the 28km route march, the BSLC grad parade. When I thought all was over, it's just another bloody beginning.
How sad it was when you see your mates getting all excited over their new posting. When you and a few of the others gets to stay at the same place, but a different coy, that's rumored to be the worse.
I know and I know that I shouldn't be letting this fear grip my heart. But how could I stop it? Somehow this uneasiness has been in me for the past few days, every single time I think about returning back to camp, I'm afraid. I'm really uncertain of what terrible things that will come my way.
I know, I told myself to take anything that comes, to get my 3SG rank and get out of ASLC soon but it's still 13weeks away! Feels terrible just thinking about the 5km run and the 21 basic exercise every morning.
I really hope I can take it. Probably physically I'm able. But right now, my mental is undergoing a struggle, a breakdown (soon?).
No one else could ever help me, except you Lord. I am not expecting you to bring me out of all these, because I believe that there is a reason for all that I'll undergo. But all I'm asking is for you to bring me through it, and I know you will.
Give me strength and courage, to take everything with boldness. Give me comfort and peace, to calm my heart. Give me wisdom and knowledge, to deal with problems and difficulties. Give me your holy spirit, to guide and stay by my side.
All things are possible with you my Lord. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. [Philippians 4 : 13]
jUNYONG.
o6 september 1988
->19.
->Attached since september 06.
->Love God since april 07.
->Studying.
->EMAIL: Junyongkaya@Yahoo.com.sg
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sTUDIED in:
Temasek Polytechnic(2005 - 2008)
Nan Chiau High School(2001 - 2004)
May Primary School(1998 - 2000)
Towner Primary School(1995 - 1997)
bELIEVES that:
- Everyone has a purpose on earth.
- God loves ME and YOU.
- Nothing is Impossible.
- Having a good attitude is having a good life.
- Do unto one as you would others do unto you.
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